Drafts.

SO LIKE OH MY GAH, I POLISHED THE PIANO.
AND I WAS LIKE "MY GAWD, MY NAILS!" HERE AND THERE.
BUT OKAY, NOT TOTALLY DESTROYED IN THE END.
THE PIANO DAMN ANTIQUE.
BROWN. FITS MY HOUSE SO MUCH.
MY HOUSE IS FULL OF BEAUTIFUL WOOD. HAHAHAHH.
OKAY I MUNNA GO TAKE PEEKCHA OF DEE PIARNOH.

FOMGZ THE PIANO IS COMING TODAY!
LOOK AT ME SMILE!
:}
:]
:)
:D
;D
xD


;;;;;D
SHIT MAN I HAVE SO MANY EYES!
KAPOOSH!

fcking fat bitch. she has no other better business to do then to tell my mom things. like hello, my mom now thinks that cynthia is my imaginary friend (HHAHAHA) cause that fatass prolly told her that cynthia is FAKE. like omg la, hello. this is madness. and she got so fcking pissed ytd cause i was telling soph how mutated her boobs were. then she went to talk crap to mom and dad again, in the car. like duhh, cause mom talked to me today. she asked me if i owe that fatass money. then i was like "yah? but it was from pool? she paid first what. so i owe her the other half la?" hello bitch i alrdy returned you the other part, which was not for pool. the remaining amount was for pool. hello pool, POOL. omg la dumb. dont you have any better things to do than to tell shit to mom and dad? youre a fcking bitch la seriously. i rmbr when i was at gram's place and was talking to ben on the phone then you went to tell them "she's talking to some guyyyy on the phone" youre seriously a fckinggggg shitass bitch. cant you just shutup and mind your own business? go makeout with your lesbo partner or smth. (oh wait, she prolly wouldnt even wana make out with you.) your bind stinks btw, bye.


--
okay so like, hello. im almost done reading The Bondmaid alrdy [: yeaps. quite a good book luh. rarrrr.

okay im like gonna do math later, after tidying up my room and all. so yah.
aye i suddenly feel like eating sushi.
SushiSushiSushi (chants.)

at dingdongbell's place. rarrr. she has three guitars! omgomgomg.
hahahahhha. okay was being a bimbo &playing the guitar.
like "eh got pick? ....i just did my nails!"
"omg my nails!"
"aww my nails....."
"MY NAILS!"

..LOL. yeah. omgomg her acoustic and electric guitars damn nice to play.
rarrrrrrr.

did manicure and pedicure last night.
helped yuqian do french manicure.

i have the sudden craving for tomyam maggie mee -.- hahhahhah.

tuition cancelled today. cynthia cannot make it. sighs. i want tuitionnn.

guitarguitarguitar.
hooooorah.

svc, svc, svc.
went sentosa after svc.
the sun was barely there, by the time we settled down.
rawrrr. left quite early.
came home, no one's home.


--
im waiting for the right time, to make my confession,
my deepest darkest secret.

zahidah helped me pierce my tongue after school.
i helped zahidah afiqah and elyne pierce their lips then.


--
Hey bitch, you are one of those who read my blog almost everyday. so you'd obviously be reading this, but its whether you know who you are or not. well anyways, stop being a desperado. (heh).


Listening to old songs now. old songs are nice. [:

my life sucks right now.
iv got smth to confess. im ruining my health.
but maybe nows not the right time to say it out.
Bye.

today was like, whoaw, picnic man. -.-
brought cheeseballs, seaweed and beebee.

gymed after school.
tried to study math, but was too tired then, to absorb anything.
so i went home.
so here i am. im going down to buy INSTANT MEE. bad right, im alrdy weak and sickly. but. ohwells.

okay so i did math on my own, just now.
quite alot. plus tuition homework.
yey completed all.

okay then i went downstairs to buy chips.

skipped school.
been feeling giddy since last night, till the moment i woke up.
slept around 1030pm last night, and woke up at 2.30pm this afternoon.
so i had sixteen hours of sleep.

feeling really unhappy now.
so this is one of the other moments when life is so shitty.
my parents aint showing and care.
they dont answer me when i talk to them.
they dont answer me when i ask then smth.
they dont answer me when i say "dee, mee, chi fan."
they dont answer me when they leave the house &i say "bye"
all i got was "iron some clothes for us later." (closes the gate and door)


im glad im doing the right thing now, however.
Lord, i turn to you.

blasting Christian music now.


im gonna do self-study, on sec 3 math later.
(hello tania, all the best, i know you can do it. concentrate! -tania)
yes i think im retarded.
Fug.

saying shyt bout me aint gona help me at all.
not the slightest bit of help, okay?
so scroo off old hags, and shut up. show me your love &concern, not your incessant nagging and bitching. im trying hard to study. tuition and all. its not as if i dont want to do well right.


slept in chem lesson today.
didnt manage to escape from et. so had to walk instead.

went to town after school with nat and jas.
nat bought her houndstooth topman wallet.
jas left to meet (WINKSWINKSNUDGENUDGE)
nat and i headed to queensway. bought some stuff.

took bus to bb. almost cried in the bus.
i felt like puking so badly, i thought i was dying ma. (okay i allow you to laugh at me)

bloody hell. every 7eleven (its a store and more! ..rolls eyes) doesnt want to help me register my card. FARRUKH YOU. KNNBCCB. (lol in the english accent)

dad &mom are so scrooed. Hello im your daughter. learn to treat me better please.




Love me.

in comlab now.
i just ate three packets of beebee in like how many minutes only?
its freaking colddd.
listening to band's syf recording. nicenice [:
the earpiece like falling out of my ear, who ask my ear to be so small.

okay so jarad's ipod video like damn powerful.
he listen to it in the morning, then like i can hear it damn clearly lah -.-
so we listened to enter sandman and masterofpuppets in the train.
he told me that keith go and break his guitar. omg lah, keith. he dont want can give me what.
i fell asleep for abit. only had about 2hrs of sleep please.

omgomg my hands can barely move. like frozen. kthxbye.

for oh sex in the morning.
tossing and turning.
i cant sleep. so hello world.
im just stunned now. my mind aint working, i cant think.
iv got shivers down my spine.
watch me stare into space. (stares)
i have fucking swollen eyes. itchy hands.
no, itchy eyes. okay. itchy eyes that made my itchy hands rub. yes.
watch me stare into space, rub my eyes, and scratch my arm.
i feel so retarded. omg spastic. look, eyebleed.



how overwhelming.
when the pieces dont fit anymore

okay i won that quite-pro THRICE. lol.
first two rounds suey suey!
and i tried to breakball ONCE.


{im updating like halfway, sis wana use alrdy -.- will edit this entry tmr BYE!}

(chants)
MY BLOG CANNOT DIE MY BLOG CANNOT DIE.

eh so like hello!
slept alot in classes today.
random: im starting to worry that il die early of kidney failure.
watched thelword with sissie just now. omgomg awesome, rockin!

(looks at natassia)
MOCKMOCKMOCKMOCKMOCKMOCKMOCKMOCKMOCK.



--
FUCK THAT FAT TENTH FLOOR BITCH. EEEEEEE!
EEE E E E EEEE EEE EE EEEEEEEEEEEE EEEE EEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEE! x985747567834091

eeeeee my blog's like rotting ):

okay so there was chinese test today!
HARHARHAR.
me: lao shi laiiii wo wen ni tong xi
cher: wo bu yao!
me: wei she me bu yao! bu ke yi..
cher: (ignores)
--
me: PSSTTTT! whts the answer for Q11!?
huimin: i dont know
me: oh okay.
--
me: PSSSTTTTT! whts the answer for Q13!?
natassia: 7.
me: oh okay. ......eh theres no 7!
natassia: ....its 7 lah.
--
me: PSSSTT! whts the meaning of the last word in the first wan chen ju zi question?
huimin: ..HUH? ohh. .. guilty.
me: yey okay!
(silence)
me: PSSSTT! HOW TO SAY CHEAT IN CHINESE!
jasmine: zuo bi
me: ooooo, zuo bi. okay!
(silence)
me: .....so how to write?
jasmine: i also dont know.
natassia: zuo xia lai de zuo!
jasmine: no lah! its the zuo tong xi de zuo
me: ohhhhh okay. so how to write?
jasmine: (writes)
me: yey! so now how to write bi?
jasmine: oh that one i dnoe.
me: (asks around, and ppl dnoe also)
(silence)
me: okay lah, change. i say steal instead. how to write tou in chinese!
jasmine: YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO WRITE TOU!? TANIA YOU AH......
natassia: ME ME! I KNOW! (writes on my hand)
me: ooo yey okay!
jasmine: EH THAT ONE IS ZHAO LAH. THAT ONE IS FINDDD.
natassia: ....oh, then i dont know alrdy.
me: PSSSST! HOW TO WRITE TOU!
zenneth: (writes on my hand)
me: jasmine, correct anot
jasmine: yeah.
me: YEYYYY!
--
me: (uses finger nail to tap on the corner of the table) lao shi laiiii
cher: WO. BU. YAO! im not going to answer your questions!
me: I GOT NO QUESTIONS LAH. you come lah!
cher: (walks here)
me: i got a challenge for you. you read me a story. YOU DARE TO READ ANOT? i want you to read me (points at the comprehension) THIS story.
cher: WO. BU. YAO!
me: eehhhhhh you dont dare take up my challenge right. i give you one last chance lah, i dont paiseh you, you want to read one anot?
cher: (walks away)
me: (frowns) forget it man.
--
me: LAO SHI YOU SURE YOU DONT WANA READ ME STORY? one last chance to take up my challenge!
cher: YOU GO SLEEEP LAH GO SLEEP, SHUI JIAO!
me: YAH OKAY! ( ;D ) but you must read me bedtime story!
cher: YOU SLEEP LAHHHHHH! (walks away)
(silence)
me: (sighs) first teacher that encourages me to sleep. ( /: ) she break my fragile heart that the wind can blow it away.
jasmine: (smiles and continues doing her work)
me: (SLEEPS)
--
(lesson over. walks out of class)
THEN IN THE TOILET I REALISED I NVR HAND IN MY TESTPAPER!
WALAO WASTE MY EFFORTS OF doing CHEATING AND ALL! ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE! (cause i did the same thing in ytd's math test. but forgot to hand in too, in the end)



yeah so like, hello.
my right eye chachat. D;

I.R.EVILREDEYEMONSTER.







okay so i good girl, i studied today.
heeehaw. slept for only one period.
and that one period was when there was no teacher.
yeahs.
eeeee jasmine ps me ):
she today then tell me she going to pierce tongue alrdy. booo.
grhhs. !@$@$^$#^#$$!@#!@#%#@ okay bye.

skipped school again. /:
not purposely one lah.
i off-ed the alarm alrdy, then tell myself, okay sleep for one more minute.
then end up? the next moment, my clock said " 7 : 00 AM "
then i was like 'fuggg, okay'

and my sim card still cannot use.
jasmine didnt tell me she didnt register it, last time /:
&like i just topped up 20!
i think i only used about 3 lah. fuggg ):
so langfei can. !#@^#$$%&*%^&*%&$#%@#%@$ okay so like yeah.

random: the geylang beehoon is nice.

okay so like. i had my tuition again yesterday.
hurhurhurrrrrr [:
hardworking okay.



and oh btw, this was on saturday.
jarad wanted to be gay, so he carried my bag. HAHA.



--
i.r.unhappy.

/:
read her lj. fcukkk.
eww. &she is my sister. hello?
grhhs. so bitchy. /:
as in. my sissie bitched bout me.
so i shall bitch bout her too.
lol. and she will surely read this.
you not happy, then why still ask me to lend you my skinnies just now?
grrhhhhhhs. fug lah. (frowns &bitches bout you like mad)

okaybye ):

random: they geylang beehoon is still very nice.

slept throughout the whole sermon.
guilty, yes /:
but was damn tired.
played pool after svc with jarad.
that bastard challenge me.
and i won one only.
cannot lah, today sucked, really.
we played about 6 games (with asha also) altogether,
but i won only ONE.
cause i was quarreling with someone on the phone throughout the games lah.
bloody hell. SO ANYWAYS.
after that had lunch at isle cafe.
then headed to paragon.
then bugis. jarad wana go dnoe what simlimsquare ah. to see his ipodvideooo.
uhhh. slacked at mac. theres nothing for me to see at bugis. /:
except topshop and topman.
other than that, got what?
zinc? newbie? pmk? OMGOMGOMGOMG OKAY ENOUGH IM CHOKING (shrugs and shiveerrssrsrsrsr)

oaky so yeah.
just ate cheezels.

going to study tmr.
meet my teacher, benjamin lim.
i bet he cant teach.
my parents are so gona sack him please!
hahaahhahhahahhahah.

i am so goddamn hardworking please.
worship me, i am awesome.

(does superman action, with my superman ring on my finger)

&i now have 53 pineapple tarts in me.
[:

okay school.
brought tequila, once again.
slept for 6 periods, in total.
skipped band.
im tired.
bye.

okay so like, i slept for 7periods altogther, today.
then i went to study after school.
andddddddddd i couldnt absorb anything.
i was feeling so tired /:

so yes, hello! dinner was nice. hoorah.

♥

HELLO MANYMANYMANY PICTURES. YEY.
IMAGE HEAVYYY.





























okay so all that was camwhore.




haha okay she is shu yi i think? HAHA. i dnoe, my cousins in malaysia, their name all chinese one /:





ee i look so evil right.
my eyes small until cannot see the white part.
HAHA, sad life. LOL.

--
so its like the second day of the CHINESE new year luh.
and im bored and rotting at home. hoorah? /:

haha okay so yes i went to malaysia in the afternoon.
then went to gram's place to painian at night.

got quite a few funny conversations on the way.
but i cannot rmbr alrdy. ahhahah
oh yeah, sis was wearing her JDI. nike shirt.
then like got velvetish thingys ah!
LOL. i was so amused by it, i kept touching it.
(the words was across her chest, fyi)
then i will suddenly go poke.
HAHA. then i saw "nipple? yes no?"
then she will give me that look. so i know i hit the right spot.
HAHA okay nvm.

uhhhhh. poor me. so fucking little angpaos.
okay bye.

HAHA OKAY I AM BACK.
THE ALMIGHTY ONE IS BACK.
(okay i should shutup)

uhh. went to grams place for lunch, then malaysia for dinner -.-
my uncles and aunties were commenting that soph &i were bimbotic!
HAHA. and yeah. they were commenting how tall i am lah. cause im taller than soph asha and mom alrdy. (looks at ben &flicks hair)

we camwhored ALOT in grams room. HAHAHA. okay yes. we did alot of retarded things.
will upload pics some other day, when im less busy -.- these few days have to go painian. hahahah.

camwhored more in malaysia, in my cousins room.
HAHA. i suddenly had an idea to take a making out pic with asha, since she looked like a guy. then i jumped on her and made her carry me while 'making out'. hahas.

then soph also want, so yeah.

okay then we were on the bed. then soph said "eh take shots on the bed lah"
then asha was like "what, SIXTYNINE?"

then soph and i were shocked for abit. LOL.
"omg i cant believe you said that!"
"what! i also dnoe wht it looks like. but i only know its a position. HAHAHA"

then like soph went behind asha's back and leaned on her.
then she suddenly said "can you feel my boobs against you!"
then asha was like "no"
and i was sitting in front of asha mah.
so i shoved my boobs in her face and said "CAN YOU FEEL MY BOOBS AGAINST YOU!"
then she was like "OMG!!!"
lol.

okay then we went out of the hse and camwhored on the road. -.-
HAHAS. damn fun lah. we all didnt eat dinner, cause all three of us feel that we're fat. so yes.

omg lunch at gram's was good though. ABALONE &SCALLOPS OMGOMGOMG. i dont get to eat those at home okay, thanks to those fucking vegetarians.

dad and mom kept complaining bout how short my shorts are. urghhs, bloody annoying.
if my shorts arent short, why are they called SHORTs? (rolls eyes &twirls the ends of my hair)

asha was going on and on, THE WHOLE DAY, bout how bimbotic soph and i are.
when we entered the lift, she was like "omg see, the both of you enter the lift, and stand in the same position, straight away"
(one leg bent and arms crossed)

lol.


okayokay, yesterday. uhh, went shopping for new year clothes with ben.
in the end, he cannot find his vest, and i couldnt find my minidress at topshop alrdy. so we went to play pool. got caught in the rain. i had evil plans to steal umbrellas from people who had two in their hands, and rape those who had an umbrella too. okay evil me. and i was checking out ppl's bags, as usual. and i did and said smth UBER BIMBOTIC in paragon, then ben was like "okay. BIMBO" and i got my maggie mee! :D (looks at jasmine and gives my grin) okay then we played pool, that ass damn good. he won 4-0. fucking hell lah, play with him and remus uh, cannot win one. these kinda ppl SHOULD DIE. hahahhaha .okay kidding. uhhhh. then went to ps, i bought a top. went straight into outfitter girls, looked for a nice slogan tee, find my size, and paid. -.- ahahha. then quickly flied home. yeah. cause i was alrdy super late for the reunion dinner. okay when i reached home everyone was like "whoaaaa." then i was like "huh?"
"..so tall alrdy! wah wear until very nice ah? quickly go bathe and eat!"
everyone was like commenting that im tall. HELLO BEN, I AM TALL. NOW SHUTUP. HAHA.

okay so yeah. i am tired. BYE.
happy chinese new year, asses.
gong xi fa chai, HONG BAO NA LAI. THANKS AH THANKS.

SO LIKE CHECK THIS OUT OKAY.
some retarded manhole in friendster.

--

TRISH is wrote:
haha nerd queen? then you must be downsyndromfreak king, oh i can be so sure. awww. fishies, horsies &doggies. now i get the picture! you have a fettish for fish cause you belong in the water with them. and you love furry animals too, yes? tsktsk, you must be a uber furry creature too, except that your head somehow couldnt seem to get any of the furriness, not to mention, HAIR. HAHA.

now why dont you do everyone in this world a favour by getting your fuckface off friendster? and do the both of us a great favour too, by evaporating, mr. needs-a-makeover-urgently-and-at-the-same-time-thinks-he's-awesome-and-an-almighty-swimmer.



Nigel wrote:
looks like ur a nerd queen too. live fishes r one of the choices in the world of beastiality. it's called 'fish fucking'. i suggest u go get an alsatian dog n a horse, blow them, then drink their cum. u have a face suitable for that kind of task.


TRISH is wrote:
HAHA, well i am so sorraye, mr. almighty swimmer. we dont have dogs, but cats. [:
and, why a live fish of all things? cant you come up with something more artistic? judging from the way you speak and look, you are very full-of-yourself. you are also a retard and you look like a DownSyndromeFreak. you have a few screws loose in your head. and oh yes, the most important of it all, you need a make over! you need help, urgently, &seriously. [:


Nigel wrote:
Judging by the way u speak, u r not just a whore, but a DOG's whore. Go have a threesome with yo daddy n his dog. How bout stuffing a live fish in ur horny cunt as well, Miss Beastiality


TRISH is wrote:
haha awww, aint that sad? no sorry, im not a full-time whore in geylang, mr. almighty swimmer. i am a full-time high school student, get your facts right &stop jumping into ridiculous conclusions. and i do actually have plenty of time to go swim, if i want to. but not with you, oh my gawd, DUHH. youre like some loser lah, you spend your every minute swimming. &then you try to ask me to swim with you cause you feel lonely &sad. aww, poor you. i have heard of people like you &i feel for you. i understand what youre going through &i totally sympathize with you. haha awww, aint that sad? no sorry, im not a full-time whore in geylang, mr. almighty swimmer. i am a full-time high school student, get your facts right &stop jumping into ridiculous conclusions. and i do actually have plenty of time to go swim, if i want to. but not with you, oh my gawd, DUHH. youre like some loser lah, you spend your every minute swimming. &then you try to ask me to swim with you cause you feel lonely &sad. aww, poor you. i have heard of people like you &i feel for you. i understand what youre going through &i totally sympathize with you.
...omg you loser, scroo off luh. go whank yourself lah.


Nigel wrote:
it's easier if u just admit tat u r a full-time whore in Geylang with no time to swim
TRISH is wrote:
like, oh my gawd?
no way.
your face is a turn off, ¬ to mention how you go on &on about yourself endlessly. (rolls eyes)
FULLSTOP. k thx bye.



Nigel wrote:
i'm a really good swimmer(butterfly only), n i'm looking for an activity partner to swim with. Would u like to join me:)
i'll go straight to the point. Let's consider it a date. I think going to the movies isn't such a good idea, coz u aint suppose to talk during the movie. we can talk all we want at the public pool, n let me entertain u now n then with my butterfly swim. I emphasize on the word 'entertain'. people, both men n women, often watch me swim. some even put their heads underwater to observe n learn my slick butterfly technique. i could show u a thing or two, n swimmin will be fun. i'm a funny guy too, so i guess ur gonna like hangin' with me. n if ur lookin' for a guy who NEVER ask a girl for sex (unless SHE ask for it), I AM the guy to date! So wat do u say? We can start by exchanging numbers. u give me urs, or i give u mine? or u wanna MSN first? At least we'll have someone to develope a relationship with after Chinese New Year rite? well at least for the weekends.


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LOSER RIGHT.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA okay bye.

okay im like watching apocalypto.
haha nicenice!
they all wear sumo like underwear, can see their ass.
sexaye sexaye! i am into asses! ;D

okay just talked to remuscha online. haha
so i owe that guy a topman shirt now. /:

didnt go to school today /:
woke up late! haha.
okay i need to go shopping for new year clothes tmr.
damn last minute right.
....blame my parents. they gimme the monnayes so late.

yey! HAPPY VALENTINES`!
okay so like everyone was exchanging gifts today.
yey i received roses! but they died when i was at j8 in the end ):
received cookies from jasmine &gekleng.
chocolate from natassia &hweeling.
some plastic thingy from teresa.
andddd. yeah thats about it.
didnt get to spend this day with my bestfriends, nat &cia ):
so sad luhs. okay so anws.
went to jp with jas. she bought her baking stuff, then headed to her hse.
she did her mixing while i took a bath.
i changed and all. and she changed too, awhile later.
then we dabandaban, then left the hse.

headed to cuppage to play pool.
had four games. i won all four.
i think jasmine couldve won the last game actually.
but she accidentally hit in the black ball ):
plus, she very long nvr play pool alrdy.
she's damn fucking good at angles,
while im good at aiming &accuracy.
omg i seriously admire how she can get all her angles right lah omgomgomg ahahaha
okay then went to j8.

sat there and waited for nicholas to eat,
then i went home.
(thankyou you for sending me home. hahas)

okay then uhhhh. yeah.
watched pan's labyrinth just now!
OMGOMG IT WAS AWESOME.
i was like jumping on the couch &hugging the pillow!
ahahhaha! cause very zhingzhang. ahahahahahhah yes.

i wana go sleep. BYELAHBYE.

ehh its like twelve plus alrdy o.O
i think mommaye will scold me when i reach home later!
ahaha. ohwells!
school tmr! im fucking lazy.
but im looking forward to give my girl-friend[s] their stuffies, &going out after school!
so yes wheeeee!
(i took mad pictures, over here at jarad's hse. il upload them maybe tmr or smth! ;D)

okay im at jarad's house.
because sissie wants to bake a heartshaped cake for bella for tmr! ;D
so she came here to borrow his oven.
hoho.

it was damn fun today lah.
there was some debate shit during assembly.
and there was this ahneh girl who talks funny (giggles)
(like indian accent to the extreme!)
"mur und mur eempoorternt (BREATHES DEEP BREATH IN)"
(it was sposed to be "more and more important" but thats the way she pronounces the words/: )

then after that when there was band, i was like making fun of her, and saying her line to the percussionists. then yisin &ziying were like laughing like mad. we play marches half way, laugh to ourselves. ahaha

yeah then a few mins before band ended, we were all 'fellowshipping' in the studio. haha. i was playing the guitar. then we were talking bout wht cum thing. then eract. HAHA OKAY NVM. then elizabeth kept asking alot of questions. then i said "aiyuh you want theory now isit? nvm lah, skip the theory, go to practical with jionghong later lah." ahhahah.

andandand! just now uh. when reach jarad's block alrdy, (i know that he lives on the 5th floor) then i went to press 5. "eh, or is it 6? or 7? or 8?" then i got press 6 7 &8! HAHA. then suddenly got on ahpek wana take the lift also (dieee) then he press nine o.O
then he look at the numbers. then he look at the number of ppl in the lift. then he gave weird look. then i gave my fucking innocent look &acted "eh jarad, so you stay 5 6 7 or 8?"
HAHAS x; evilll.

okay my sissie is over, i shall help her with baking. toodles!

so like, i woke up at one plus plus luh.
washed up, had lunch then ate medicine.
sissie walked into the kitchen & pat my head, saying "meimei!"
haha so cute [:
(weiyang, be envious that my sister is so loving! o.O haha okay kidding)

ben suckaaa.
"u better buck up for yr n lvl la
16:17
u not even doing anything to help lor
16:24
hello! please study"

booo ): i know im not doing much abt my coming n's.
i know i know. im guilty. im afraid. im scared. im sad.
help please. someone sit down with me &make me study till i cry.
i need to be tortured, to study.
GAHHH D;

-
my eyes are like, much better alrdy anyways [:
im gona go to school tmr (although i actually have mc for tmr)
cause i dont wana miss out on lessons too much.
iv got my prelims approaching, &i dont have much time left.


so like i have 31 candles &lovenotes to bring to school on wednesday! ;D
yeahhh.

&oh, jas &i are not going to poke holes in ourselves on wendesday alrdy.
we'll go pokeholes during march's one week holiday instead [:
hahas.



i havent seen my biatchmate forrrrrr (counts)
..five days! D;
and i havent eaten beebee for dnoe how long also.
the mamashop nvr restock. chickennnnmcnuggets. D;




are you playing the role, just like the rest?
these are the questions that i ask myself

kill me please, for i am blogging at such an unsightly hour, once again.
it is four : fifty eight AM, on a monday morning. thank goodness i dont have to go to school [:

there are cats fighting downstairs and they're like "MRRRAO!" "MRRREAOWWW!" and shyt like that.
i am so damn disturbed bout it, thats why i just had to update my blog.
haha yes, stupid, i know. o.O

oh, mygawd, its been so long since iv gone to that fatty's blog.
and like, she's still "fifteen" here and "fifteen" there. its either "fifteen" or "twentyfive"
lawl. she's so dumb, so naive. so.. stupid. stop holding on lah, loser. you'll nvr get him back.
il say it in your face- your nine years promise has gone down the drain. say byebye to it ("byebye!") stop clinging on to it, bozo! (hahaha) youve change that kaining into some purplish monster too o.O youre sucha hypocrite luh. one minute youre "kaining that biatch (blablablah, yadayadayadah)" and the next, youre like all "oh omg, my kaining, i love you (these are obviously not true)" lol. stop it lah you, irritating.
eeee. btw, youre dumb to pin all your fringe up. it makes you look even more fatter (hehehe)
suckaaaa. &your bag is an imitation of fredperry's design. (pukes)
fat people (see: jdoalveinde) have no sense of style. so stop it with trying so hard. (laughs)

eh i cannot rmbr how come i started disliking her again.
(thinks)
oh yes, cause she's so.... f-a-k-e.
im talking about e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.
h-e-r &the things she carries (HAHAHAH)
hello world, jdoalveinde is a fucking hypocrite, im dead serious about it.
(ps/ i was so naive in the past, i was her victim! oh pitaye me, cruel world!)
(hehhhhee okay so drama -.-)
okay yes so i know i should really stop it alrdy
(flicks hair &walks away with arms crossed, &a cheeky grin on my face)
(runs back and shakes my perky arse in front of her face first)
(ps mine's not too huge, &its not c-o-m-p-l-e-t-e-l-y made out of fats. fats fats fats, all the way!)
.
.
.
(okay zomfg tania why are you so biatchy?)
(i dnoe, cause imma bitch- &proud of it)
(looks at jasmine &winks at her)



okay so i should go sleep alrdy.
the fighting cats downstairs arent fighting anymore.
so they arent fighting cats anymore. heeehaw!


ohyes, this reminds me. i was play-quarreling with sissie online the other day.
&i have evolved to some catwoman, while she's a humanbitch.
dumb right.
i therefore announce (proudly) that I AM THE ALMIGHTY CATWOMAN!
and my cats are mrraoing outside the hse, i can hear em!
oh, worship me, cats of the universe.
i am awesome.
i am the almighty catwoman!
i am THE. ONE.



......OKAY FULL OF CRAP.
(i love to be oh-so-dramatic)
OKTHXBYE.

okay so like, i have mc for two days- monday &tuesday.
my eye was hurting like omgwtfcandie just now.
then i was crying in my bedroom.
then i went out and begged my mom to bring me to the doctor.
then my dad was like saying alot of mean stuff to me.
then i cannot tahan, i went to the toilet, sat down on the floor and cried (damn emo i know)
after some time, they finally decided to bring me there luh.

then i went into the room. and the doctor was like some weirdo.
doctor: woww.. eye pain hah?
(silence. and he checks my eye)
doctor: tsktsktsk. SOOOO REDDD! ......fungal infection, fungal infection
me: HUH?
doctor: you delay seeking treatment right? thats why become worse
mom : (asks a few questions)
doctor: got anti-fungal medicine what. new one, new one. just come. she the first to use.
mom: huh? so she's like the guinea pig?
doctor: no la. anti fungal medicine. anti fungal, anti fungal
(silence)
doctor: anti fungal, anti fungal.




..so like, yes. weirdo right o.O
okay so i have five medicineeee. ):
doctor was shocked when he heard that the hospital gave me steroids.
cause steroids are very strong, he said.
but now, he gave me some other strongER things. ):
im worried. for myself.

went to play pool in the evening with asha, yuqian &yongmei
(before i cam home, and my eyes hurt till i cried blahblahblah)
we played four teamed games. and all the four teamed games, my team won! haha.
then asha and i played a 1 on 1 game. and i won again. hooorah!

im typing with one eye. ):
boooo. okay i go now bye.

lovemeloveme,saythatyouloveme
foolmefoolme,goonandfoolme

so like, i was late for service.
...not cause i woke up late okay!
i woke up damn fucking early. like at nine : thirty.
cause my mom told me there was something important, then she opened the curtains and woke me up and stuff.
then i went out and was like 'yeah wht thing?'
'no nothing, just want you to wake up'
'URGHHHHH.'
so yes, i was late cause rightttt.
my guitar and heart necklace got tangled together! (pffftt.)
so i spent like twentyfive minutes trynna untangle it -.-


okay i missed the front part of the drama ):


went to meridien with asha after svc. then we were like so bored.
so we went to play pool (after my longgg &annoying persistant whining)
okay so like. we played 6 games together. and i won four [:
then two of the guys challenged us.
AND WE LIKE WON? sister power.
gogo power rangers!
(okay that was totally random)
AND OMG asha was DAMN ANNOYING LAH. HAHAHAHAH.
cause before that, only got two of us.
then there was once, the ball was very far away from me, so i had to 'climb' table.
then behind me, there was this glass thingy, and there were ppl playing lan behind.
then asha said happily (and pointing) "ZAO GENG! ZAO GENG! HAHAHAHHA"
(i was wearing my mini, thats why)
wtfff -.- then she gave her stupid goofy smile.


so like, i met my seller and i got my guess clutch.
fifty bucks [:

then yongmei, asha, yuqian &i headed to starbucks.
i went to find jerrold.
and he wasnt working today -.-
anyways the girl was really friendly to me. haha
then we went to ps to help yongmei look for new year clothes.
after buying her clothes, we settled down at mos.
omgomg damn fun, i was telling them so many stories (i include alot of expressions and actions)
and they were laughing almost all the time [:

then at dhobyghaut station, damn funny.
i was singing "like a virgin" for yongmei. (with the actions!)
then suddenly teresa walked past. then i "eh hi"
uhh. yeah.
then i suddenly thought of natassia. &i rmbred the shiet we do in class.
then i showed asha the "babaaaaye, in so into youuu"
HAHA.
then when we went into the train. OMG ALOT OF MADNESS.
i kept singing love songs to them.
then gave them naughty &seductive looks &actions.
then asha was being damn annoying.
she took my necklace and threw it into my clivage (my very small clivage -.-)
LOL WTF LAH.
then i was like molesting her in the train. she was wearing some nike shirt.
&it wrote "JUST DO IT" across her chest.
then i used my finger and traced the words.
"so this is.. S"
"..OEI!"
LOL. yeah.
then asha and yuqian were like tracing my clivage too, omgomg. -.-
like trace my top lah -.- then it was quite low cut wht.
then asha said very loudly "omg youre touching the top of her boobs!"
WTFFF. -.- okay luh, the train ride home was damn fun.
i was like being the clown, entertaining them.

drank ABSOLUT just now.
and i turned redddish. ahahah.
then my parents suddenly came home.
&i quickly grabbed the box of candy and started munching on them, so they wont be able to smell the alchohol. ahhaha.


Jesus take the Wheel -carrie underwood.
this songs's awesome [:

nowgivemethatguitar.
&ilstrumawaymysadness.

so i went to school today.
went for three periods of art only.
then dad came fetched me home.
he made me cry in the art room luh ):
"i dont want to care, i dont want to bother bout you (blahblah)"
then i was lyk talking to him half way and mouthing the words "fuckyou"

me: dee can you fetch me home, my eyes are very painful
dad: i dont want to care, i dont..
me: (fuck you)
dad: ..want to bother bout you since you cant..
me: (fuckkkkkyou)
dad: ..bother bout yourself.

and he goes on. gahh ):
then he finally agreed to come fetch me home.

slept from 9 to 5.
awesome.

dee's worker has come to help out with the spring cleaning.
and prince is so afraid of whts going on in the hse.
he walks around crouched you know.
SO CUTE LAH. lyk as if he's on some secret mission like that.
HAHAHAHA OMGOMG.

omg i just watched videos of afiqah zahidah and elyne dancing &i really envy them.
they are awesome and they rock more than anyone else at it. heeeehaw! ;D


my eyes hurt. im having flu &blocked nose. plus sorethroat..
BOOOOO D;

okay so its jasmine's turn to skip school today/:
nat and i were acting to the song lyrics &dancing to the song in chinese lesson! [:
waited for n2 to finish their remedial with erna.
we slept in class while waiting.
then went to weiyong's hse to play guitar after that.
my three fingers (left) have blisters.
they're feeling so soar.
iv been guitar hardcore-ing lately.
heeeehaw!
my sweet child o' mine's almost flawless alrdy [:
plus i learnt the later part of master of puppets alrdy. so yeah.




whydyouhavetobesocute,itshardtoignoreyou):

okay anyways, im gonna update about yesterday
(since i didnt do so yesterday, as my eyes were being fucktarded)


was late for physics lesson with jasmine.
cause we took out time to change.
then when we walked into class, mr zan was lyk "tania &jasmine. stand at the front"
so we had to go to the front.
then he said to class
"tania &jasmine, the ever so famous girls for being late for my class"
then everytime i get punished by teachers, i will sway my skirt around one.
&last time when i did that, thomas tan said "stop dancing!"
then zahidah saw me doing it again. then she said "STOP DANCING!"
LOL AHAHAHAHHAHA OMGOMG. so yeah /:

&michael was being a bitch again, as usual.
grhhhs.

i know im gonna get scolded for not producing an mc for my absentism today.
gahhh whtevr. ):


my cats just bathed! they're sexaye.
they look like little babies, wrapped up in the big towel, cuddling up in our arms.
hehe. i love my cats. ;D (inserts MANYMANY hearts for them!!)

EEEEEEE OKAY I GOT THE PICS ALRDY!
as in the shots nat &i took the other night! ;D
those with her as the model is i take one
and those with me as the model is she take one
(okay duhh im crappy)

























haha okay i took those.
the bottom ones are those nat took! ;D


















hehe so yes! ;DD


--
fcuk lah, just quarreled with mom again.
(over my eyes)
FCUK THOSE TWO BOTAK ADULTS IN THE HSE LAH.
they cant fcuking understanding anything.
they are my (botak) parents and dont show me (enough) love.

tania's a sad girl ):

my eyes were hurting like fcuk last night.
so i went to sleep immediately, after my bath.
lyk my hair was still super wet &stuff.
but i had to go to sleep lah, cause i cannot tahan the pain.
it was pain til i cried lah.
i cried myself to sleep.
it was 9.15pm only -.-
so damn earlyyy.
and i woke up at 4.55am, all of a sudden.
yeah.
then when it was 5.45, my alarm rang &i had to wake up lah.
but then my eyes were still hurting like shit.
so i decided to rest &skip school again.
(i do feel guilty bout it okay. its lyk my n's this year. &im not doing any better academically. the thought of me going to ite can make me cry)

then dad came in around 7plus
dad: tania. why are you skipping school again!?
me: my eyes are very painful.. i want mommy to bring me to the eye doctor later..
dad: you skip school as and when you like. i dont know you lah!

&i cried, once he walked out of my room lah.
he's my dad. he didnt show any concern for me.
he doesnt understand the pain lah. its lyk. EYES leh hello.
your eyes are wht you use to see what, fcuking hell.

then i woke up at 12plus &asked mom to bring me to the eye doctor
mom: im not free to bring you here and there lah, im going out soon

&i just went back to my bedroom.
(sighs)

then dad came back just now
&i said "hi dee"
then he ignored me &walked into his room lah.
then when asha and soph said hi to him
he replied them.
wht the fcuking hell lah.
he's angry with me cause i skipped school again.
NOT AS IF I WANTED TO SKIP SCHOOL RIGHT.
i wanted to go to school today one lor.
there's chinese lesson &bball match after school!
haiz. why cant that fcuking father of mine understand no shyt.



-
so bella yuqian &asha's over.
i learnt new songs on the guitar today.
four some more!
only one- yellow card.
time of your life- greenday.
fade to black- metallica
here without you- three doors down.

&i took a very short while to learn all these only.

weiyong loser lah. cannot teach one he.
go his hse, sit there for 3hrs or so, he nvr teach me anth ):


-
fcuk dad &mom.
they hurt me. they make me cry.


it h ink ia m beg in nin gt ol ik e myb it cha lil mo rean dmo reand ikin dal i keth a tan noy i ngs hit as sal i lst ill.

OOOOO, MADA CAME BACK TODAY! ;D
&she sits beside me! (beamsss)

my eye has been hurting the WHOLE DAY.
i am fcuking sad bout it.

band was fun.
but my eye is hurting, so i cant be detailed.

i want to die now.
my eye hurts like zomgwtf.

bye D;

{EDITED.}

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnzLnVVGj04
OMG SO CUTE OKAY. MUST SEE.
his mouth like so fucking small, lyk if you french with him, his mouth will be eaten up!

haha okay so yes.
nat's over!
im too lazy to blog bout school, actually /:
so yes.



--
okay im lyk not lazy to update alrdy.
nat &i went to take nightshots just now.
damn fun please! yesyes? (looks at nat and nods head vigorously)
i was lyk her 'model' haha.
i was the part-time shadow.
&ghost. -.-
humour ghost, more like.
met nice people on the way.
this really nice guy who kinda helped us. yeah yey yey. [:
haha nat loves my house! ;D
hahaha. cause got alot of different lightings.
like super alot. haha yeah.


--
debate, debate, debate.
warren was damn cute
(tsktsk, nuts, your past! HAHA)
omgomg. that fat girl was like talking.
then i was lyk
"jasmine dont look at her lah, look at warren, warren!"
then she "okayokay!"
then we both stared at him.
THEN HE SUDDENLY LOOKED OVER.
we act blur -.-
haha.
then zahidah turned around "tania, warren warren warren ah? naughty.."
me: eh, cute right? you also say wht, that time.
afiqah: yah ah, cuteee right!
zahidah: chey, yeah lah, cute!!
jasmine: laughs
zahidah: tania cheeky ah..
(silence)
afiqah: sia lah, got see!? he gave that look. lyk so.. so..
me: YEAH YEAH! lyk so seductiveeee, omgggg!
afiqah: yah lah, lyk sexy like that sia.
me: cheeky ah, afiqah..

LOL.
then at the end of the debate, constance wong was scolding our class.
and she stood right in front of afiqah &zahidah
then both of them quickly move far behind, cause she was blessins them with some...
'SHOWERS'. haha yeah.
then constance wong said
"some of you were just being bimbos. im sorry for using such a word. but its the truth" (STARES AT US- jas &i)

me: (looks at jasmine from the corner of my eye)
jas: (looks back at me &giggles)
me: (gives my trademark cheeky smile)

HAHA so yes. even the teacher said we were bimbos. -.=



--
fcuk that michael lah.
want me to go meet him after school.
then go find him alrdy, he go outside school eat.
wtf lah. then tmr he sure blame me for meeting him after school today.
unreasonable asshole. i hate him. ....black dick (inserts angry face)


--
sissie didnt go to school today.
&bella was still over, by the time nat &i got home.
haha.

ATTENTION PLEASE,
my parents are being fucking retarded these days.
i dnoe whts wrong with them, really.


--
DOUDOU'S EYES ARE HURTINGGGGG.
i go sleep now bye.

wht am i doing here, at such an unsightly hour.
its four : twentyfive AM, when i have to wake up for school at five : fourtyfive AM.
sissie's friends left alrdy.

omgomg she's so hawt.
..OKAY NO.
i fcuking straight, &i know it.

i wont follow in my sis's bi footsteps.
..i better not.

haha, il be able to psycho myself out of it, i know. [:

haha okay i nvr even got into anything.
just that i make sure i do not get into anything.
haha okay whtevr nvm, but.
lerain's sooooo hawwtttt.

juls got scolded for smoking in the hse.
haha!

mom chased me away to my room.
they caught me sneaking out to join the mini 'partaye' thrice!
(diediedie) ahahha. so i had no time to see wht my friends said to me online, and i just headed to my room ):

lerain's bi too. HAH.
(none of my business!)

{EDITED.}

hokay.
sissie and her friends are over.
with drinks.
awesomeeee!
baileys. tequila. absolute.
aahahahaha baileys is AWESOME SHIT MAN.

okay so yes.
all her friends were in the kitchen just now
and i was using the com.
then left sissie &bella in the room with me.
then they started making out alrdy
(they drank abit only so far)
then i was lyk "eh you guys high alrdy meh?"
(bella bursts out laughing. "fuckyou!")
(soph laughs too. "fuckyou sissie!")

HAHA. (inserts evil face)

they're like playing I-HAVE-NEVER now.
haha then one of the guys was like
"i have never made out in public"
then he looked at this girl and said
"drink. you dont talk so much. i know. jsut drink"
HAHAAHAHHA omgomg. then bella laughed while drinking &she almost spit out her drink.
&sarah said "i have never had sex in the school toilet before"
HAHA. then one of them had to drink.

omgomg so fun lah. but sissie dont let me drink too much lah.
she only let me drink abitabit. so i cannot play the game.
i have like SCHOOL tmr. so yes. /:

OH YEAH! sissie and i were at cwp just now.
then we were singing chinese new year songs!
LOL. and sissie sing damn loud lah.
plus we exaggerate some words one.
AND SISSIE SUHCKS AT IT LAH.
SHE SING THE WORDS ALL WRONG ONE. SOME MORE SING DAMN LOUD.
PEOPLE AROUND US KEPT STARING LAH. HAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA.

"dong dong dong qiang! (she does the drums actions HAHA) dong dong dong qiang! dong dong dong qiang dong qiang dong qiang! gong xi ah gong xi! (does gong xi action) fa ya fa da cai! (she dnoe how to sing alrdy) cheeng chang dong yi ya nu xi pi la pa!" HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA OMGOMG THEN BOTH OF US WERE BEING DAMN BIMBOTIC. (laughs like mad)
LOSER LAH SHE!"

and& and still got!
soph: wo xing nian
me: HE lah.
soph: oh okay. he xing nian zhu xing nian xing nian (she was emphasizing the AH) AHH (she did it with the vibrating thingypoo, if you get wht i mean) nian nian nian
me: NIAN LIAN NIAN LAH
soph: oh OH OKAY. ...nian lian nian zhe hu cha cha sui de xiang you qian
me: AHHAHHAHAHAHHAH WTF.
soph: fei chang ran shu wu yan tong ge xing shuang gu chang tong zhi you bu ran yi zhaaaaa~~
me: OMG WTF YOU TALKING CRAP RIGHT
soph: shhhh. yah i know. i just dnoe how to sing mah /:

then still got another song uh, i cannot rmbr wht alrdy. so yeah nvm.





--
bloody annoying shytass.
you want things to be better. but youre not doing things to make it better.
if youre still gonna att me &throw ur bullcrap nonsense at me, then so be it lor.
(rolls eyes)



--
there another
"i have never tasted love juice before"
then one of the gf nvr drink.
then that guy lyk wanted to touch his gf -.-
then she pushed his hand away and she rolled her eyes. lol.

BLOODY ANNOYING SHIT ASSES.
fcuk off from my life, i dont give a damn.
&YOU. its none of your fcuking business. all along, youve been listening to one side of the story only. &then you come to me saying shyt.
FCUK LAH?

today's been an abso-lazy day.
HAHA!
was sposed to go somewhere, but didnt go in the end,
cause LAZYYY.

and i didnt have breakfast nor lunch.
cause LAZYYY.
so im waiting for my dinner, at least [:
called dad on the phone to ask him buy horfun back for me!
cause im LAZY to go downstairs buy on my own -.-

okayokay so yes.
will be going to cwp with sissie later.
she wants to go bra shopping!
so yes. [:

eeee theres school tmr.
MADA'S COMING BACK TMR!
4n3 will have to move to the first floor.
for her sake [:
cause she's wheelchair bound. /:
miss that girl (runs to her &huggggs)



MASTEROFPUPPETS! ;D
(inserts hearts)

okayokayokay.
i actually woke up damn early today.
like at nineplus lah!
then i thought i got ALOT OF TIME,
so i take my time to prepare lor.
bathe for twenty five mins.
come to my room lie down on the bed first.
chase my cat around the hse.
then in the end, I LATE LAH -.-
as in late to leave the hse. ahahahhah
dumbbbbbshyt.


so yes. svcsvcsvc.
went to meet jas after svc.
okay luh, didnt really enjoy today /:
i think we got ABIT of probs btwn us alrdy.
nvm gahh whtevr. );


okay then came home.
DAMN EARLY LAH TODAY.
eight plus man, wowww. ahaha
sissie's com wasnt on! ): <
so im using daddy's! (: <

played pool with second sis today.
AHAHAHAH. we had five games.
i won her FOURRR! heeehaw! ;DD
happy like hell.
eh ben, shutup. i know i play with you i lose.
i play with remus jacky xubin they all i also lose.
sadddd. ahahahas.

okay i had fries and pizza for dinner.
awesome! i am gonna grow fat.
...not awesome alrdy ):

...I CAN WAIT FOR VDAY.
mytonguepiercing.mytonguepiercing.mytonguepiercing.
MUAHAHAHHAHAS.


grrrhh, saw so many fake Gucci bag & Lv bag in town today.
whts with singapore man! Lol.

i am so bored. my left eye is hurting again ):

eh actually no mood to go svc one.
then asha was playing worship songs.
then lyk, suddenly cant wait for svc to come -.- lol


im coming back to the heart of worship

i havent gone for svc for quite some time alrdy /:
ohwells. going to 'jerrold's shop' to visit him after svc!
lol. haisay, manager seh, somebodaye. ahhahaha.


my eyes arent hurting alrdy.
&im praying hard that they wont hurt anymore.
iv got to go out tmr.
i dont want to look fuglaye.

okaybye.

so theres a good part, &a bad part.
good part is that i had so much of sleep.
&the bad part is that i went through so much pain.




skipped school today.
my eyes were hurting like hell since the time i went to bed.
&theyre still hurting, up till now ):
i went to bed around 1.30am.
and&and, i slept till 6.25pm.
awesome shit yeah? but my eyes are causing my so much trouble &pain.
anyone out there sucha love to trade eyes with me?
sensitive eyes suhck. D;


okay so yes. wht happened today?
...lets see.
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep eat sleep sleep sleep shit sleep sleep use the com.
wow, wht an interesting day!

..grhhs /:

i wanted to update bout smth in school today.
i forgot wht alrdy /:

but anws. sissie and i were molesting each other.
quite obscene, so im not gonna be detailed.
but it went lyk

soph: is my ley at your pussy!
asha: no. my pussy's not there
me: yeah her pussy's here! (hits her pussy)

YEAH. smth lyk that.
then sophie was talking about her boobs.
then i went lyk "your boobies are here! (smacks!)"

....so yeah /:



sissie told me that last night,
she came to my room to disturb me.
then i was in some deep sleep that i didnt even know.
then she climed on top of me, and i was still sleeping.
thenthen she climbed INTO my blanket and lied ON TOP OF me.
and i was still asleep!
then she was telling me that its very dangerous,
cause i can be raped easily.
HAHA. i guess i was just too tired lah.

LOL. then i suddenly woke up.
AND&AND&AND, i saw them (soph and dingdongBELL) making out ON MY BED.
walao ehhh, MY BED LEH. lol!



OH YEAH, today after school uh, in the canteen.
the cute cute boy that i made fun of at the busstop was behind me
&he was flirting with some girls uh (gives my trademark cheeky look)
then he suddenly bend in front towards the girls,
AND HIS ARSE WAS LIKE STICKING OUT AT NAT AND I.
THEN I OPENED MY MOUTH IN AWE &TURNED AROUND TO FACE NAT.
she was looking at his arse too!

nat: smack that!
me: all on the floor!
nat: smack that!
me: gimme some more!

LOL. OMG HIS BUTT WAS SO PERKY, I FELT LYK SQUEEZING IT.
SOUNDS SICK, but i have this thing for arses, i think. HAHA.



okay nvm i wana go sleep bye

jasmine didnt come to school today.
hope her throats feeling better.
(inserts many hearts for her)


okayokay. chinese lesson!
edwin was being damn mean to hongtat! ahaha
he went up to hongtat &sat on his table.
then he was holding two whiteboard dusters in his hands.
he asked hongtat to give him sweet, then hongtat dont wana give,
then edwin put the duster on hongtat's cheeks. then got the mark /: (HAHA)

teacher: edwin! ni na li ke yi zuo zhe xie dong xi de..
edwin: lao shi, ta mei you gei wo tang leh..

OMG LAH. so childish, lyk some primary school kid -.= ahahaha

woohoo! shuqi lent me his adidas jacket the whole of today.
&it smells nice! lol, okay nvrm. -.-


ehhhhh, OH YEAH!
did i mentioned i went to watch bball match yesterday, after gym?
haha okay nvrm, but well, I DID! lol.
yey! scss won! i cant rmbr against wht school luh. yuanching isit? i think so.
oh, &on monday, scss played against nanhua, and we lost. ):
BUT EH, the referees were damn biased. &it was fucking obvious.
everyone was so damn pissed off.
HAHA! my number 4 from nanhua, &number 5 from yuanching! lol.
yesterday when i reached there, i was looking at yuanching's bballers.
then i suddenly shout "oooo okay! i saw one alrdy! number 5!"
then jasmine was lyk "i knew it tania, I KNEW IT."

aahhahhaha. okay so yes.
IM LYK, HUNGRAYE. so imma go eat.

HAHA OKAY.
IM DAMN ANNOYING I TELL YOU.
mr michael gave us some survey to do lah.
HE'S GONNA BE SO MAD AT ME.

theres this question
my parents are: ______
then jasmine filled in
my parents are: awesome, caring, loving
and then i filled in
my parents are: BOTAK.

HAHAHAHAH.

&andand!
i talk least to: _____
jasmine said
i talk least to: my father because (i forgot the reason)
(i think its father? either father or brother /: )
then i said
i talk least to: my cats because they dont reply me

okay i know, im suchan arsehole. ahahaha! ;D



SO ANYWAYS...............
school was alright today. zainab caught me. (after so long!)
i was walking up the stairs, then so suey, she walking down.

her: tania TANIA..... the ever-so-famous one for the skirt..
me: (thinks: diediediediedie)

ehh but she was nice to me leh. still smilesmile. NOT BAD. so its good to be a geog student. HAHA yey! /:


teckann were crapping today. lol

teckann: eh tania, valentines day gen wo chu qu leh
me: ..mad.
shuqi: eh yah lor, go out with me lah
me: ..siao.
shuqi: got bf alrdy ah?
teckann: you taken alrdy ah?
me: lol, no lah walao.
teckann: haiyah! ....eh joanna, gen wo chu qu leh, valentines day.
joanna: oh sui bian lor.

lol.
went to AVA2 for cme. watched some video.

fahmy: would you be my valentine?
me: crazyyyy.
fahmy: would you be my boyfriend?
me: yes sure, im a guy. (gives -.= face)
fahmy: im gay anyways, so you could be my boyfriend.
me: oh okay.
fahmy: so im your girlfriend. we're attached.
(waits for awhile)
fahmy: (says very loudly) WE'RE ATTACHED, WE'RE ATTACHED!

..LOL. dumbshit. ahhahah
went to the gym after school.
ran on the treadmill for awhile only /:
cause go no time.
jas &i wanted to go clementi watch bball match again! ;D

okay so yes, we went there.
&andandand, BANANAS WAS STANDING RIGHT BEHIND ME! (omg jumps around, covers my face and screammmms!) lol okay. im just obssessing. so cuuute! then later manchester came and stand with bananas, so he was behind me too! lol. omgomg all the cutecute juniors!
like i said, i prey on little boys! ;D lol okay kidding -.=


...WTF I WAS DAMN PISSED WITH THAT MARCUS LAH WTF.
anyhow whack me. my impression of him changed 360degrees alrdy lah.
fucking arse, he hit me lah? stupid. i hate guys who hit girls.
he thinks he's so damn cool when he's just fucking gay.
look at the way he carries his school bag. tongues are wagging. even teachers' tongues.
(laughs my almighty evil laughter) die gay, DIE.

okay then nat jas drey &i went to je.
met that retardedly annoying girl &left alrdy.
had dinner at jec.
kobayashi! ;D drey &i found out we eat the same thing at kobayashi.
we both eat ONLY ONE THING at kobayashi. cause its the only spicy thing there. ;D
walked past the pasarmalam and, GAWDDDD. there were so many fake Chanel &Gucci wallets. -.= (pukes for abit)

bumped into nicholas &weismthsmth dnoe his name.
then we went to popular today.
LOL. i was saying alot of things that made them all laugh.

nat: I WANA BUY FILE!
me: omg, you said it so loudly! like. "i wana buy file!" eh no, not loud enough. "I WANA BUY FILEEE!" yes, that loud.
nat: (laughs and shhhs me at the same time) oh look this is so cute!
me: yeah
nat: but its abit too big. ..too long. lets see if it can fit into my bag.
me: YOU WANA STEAL RIGHT!
nat: SHHHHHHHS! so loud!
me: ....YOU WANA STEAL RIGHT! DONT FORGET TO PEEL OUT THE BARCODE!
(laughs like mad. &she went to tell drey and jas wht i did. lol)

then there was this little book with lyrics inside. nat got irritated. cause their lyrics yiban yiban one.
nat: WALAO SO ANNOYING, THEY WRITE HALF HALF ONE. see ah. itsy bitsy spider. down came the rain. and dried up all the rain. climbed up the wall again. SO STUPID RIGHT.

then audrey took this book wht "60,000 names for your baby" or smth like that.
then inside the book got ALOT OF STUPID NAMES LAH!
we started laughing at the names inside. then audrey said "i wana name my child --- "
then i said very loudly
"I WANA NAME MY SON GUNDUSAMI. I WANA NAME MY SON GOVINDARSAMI. I WANA NAME MY DAUGHTER NEHNEHPOK. then next time in class, the teacher will say MY DEAR NEHNEHPOK PLEASE STAND UP AND ANSWER THIS QUESTION ...... "
(all of them laughs like mad)

aiyuh actually got alot alot alot more things one lah. but nvm. i also cant rmbr wht alrdy.
then that weiweismthsmth guy left half way to meet his dad for dinner.
after the whole popular thing (lol!), then jasmine left &nat drey nic &i went to IMM.
walked around for abit. but i left earlier than them lah. cause they all stay nearby. &they'll surely leave very late. so i lyk left first. yeah.
saw felissa lai in the train. we had eye contact. but we acted like we dnoe each other /: lol. i think she thinks that i didnt recognise/ rmbr her, while i actually think likewise too. so yeah. nvrmm...................

okay so yes. bumped into that sophia &bella at admiralty -.-
bellbell was sending sophie home luh.
so retarded, soph kept screaming my name at first.

me: (walks, not knowing they were about 30 feet away from me)
soph: TANIAAAAAAA!
me: (turns around)
soph: OH NO, RUNNNNNNN! (grabs bella and runs to the right.)
me: ( -.= )
soph: TANIAAAAA!
me: (turns around) WHAT?
soph: OH NO, RUNNNNNNNNNN! (grabs bella, runs &laugh.) (trust me, she looked retarded)
me: (turns back &continues walking)
soph: TANIAAA TANIA TANIA TANIAAAA!
me: (ignores)
bella: (shouting) CALL LOUDER, I DONT THINK SHE CAN HEAR US!
soph: TTTTANIIIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!MEIMEI! MEIMEI! MEIMEIMEIMEI!!!
me: WHAT YOU WANT LAH?
soph: (silence) .....ee, so fierce. she dont want us. bye.
me: (continues walking)
soph: (walks past me and pretends not to know me)

(they were hugging at the traffic light -.= )

me: (walks past them, crosses the road &purposely say very loudly) GREEN MAN ALRDY LAH, ...HUGHUGHUG.
soph: ...oei!

yeah so i just walked home first &left them alone to do their stuff.
must let them kiss in peace downstairs my block first mah right. lol.


--
aiyuh, i want to talk to her now also dnoe how to do so. /: im okay with sy &s. but xl &her doesnt seem to look at me long enough for me to smile at them yet -.- sy smiled at me first. &i talked to s first. but xl &her... aiyuh, i dnoe lah. i also dnoe how to pass her v'day present to her now /: (sighs) now its my turn to say. ..i want to salvage this friendship.



--
(LOOKS AT NAT)

LIKE A VIRGIN, TOUCHED FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!
(here is where nat molests my thighs and shoulders)

walao fuck leh, i attach all the pics ONE BY ONE into hotmail alrdy. lyk attach dnoe how many alrdy, then ie suddenly shut down. FUCK IE LAH. why doesnt dads come have firefox. fucking pissed. SERIOUSLY.
(i think its the pms season now, sigh. i better be careful!)

OKAYOKAY. i have like only fifteen minutes left. so ohwells.
uh uh uh. went to fond that biatch, rebecca today.
after recess went to find rebecca at her class.
scolded her. then wah lao, alot of ppl crowding around me and her lah.
lyk got 4n2 &4n3 lah omg.
&that rebecca kept quiet all the way. she dont dare to say back luh.
then she ended up crying. then jie xin still want to flirt with her. walao that stupid ass.
aiyuh then in the end, she just apologise to jasmine &me luh.
then hweeling still say why i let her off so easily?
"eh, i not ahlian leh. i only find her cause she really did smth to me. i not ahlian leh. ahlian hor, ppl accidentally diao only, they go find alrdy. i not lyk that okay. im reasonable one. i guai kia."


had band after school.
was damn fun in the beginning! was in the studio with nat bigdan roy &mathi.
then nat was performing "like a virgin" (AGAIN) for me. HAHA.
and she totally gave roy &bigdan a shock, cause of her dance moves.
HAHA. that girl is abso-cuteness lah really. guys go grab her before v'day! (winkswinks, nudgenudge)
THEN THEN THEN roy almost stimmed! cause he sat with his legs crossed. OMG so easy stim lah he.
hormones are raging! (poor kanages) HAHAHAHAHA.
then roy also dance later. OMG OMG SO SEXAYEE! then after that dance thing, i kept calling him "roy my sexaye boy!" then he will wink at me. HAHA SO CUTEEE. and mathi lyk keep doing power rangers moves. so cute lah! and bigdan was dancing too. OMG HE LOOK LYK A HIPPO DANCING. SO CUTE, REALLY.
then nat and i kept touching his stomach and squeezing it. ahahah. bigdan's like fat. but he's those NICE kinda of fat people yah. he uses his size well. there was once when we had to stand in the scorching sun, he stood in front of us girls, to help us block the sun lah! so niceeeee. (throws a rose at him!) hahaha! he's so cuteeee.

okay then then. sectionals that time. (sighhh)
i cried for abit.
i dnoe, i was feeling very upset.
lyk, i just came back only, and iv seen so many problems in our section.
there's so much hatred in the percussion section.
lyk A hates B. B hates C. C hates D. D hates E. those kinda thing?
yeah. then zy cried. &i went to the toilet to find her to comfort her &listen to her problems.
and then ys cried later. &i went to find her to talk to her too. walk around with her for abit.
&we both agreed on the same points. lyk about.. ah nvm. but im just so damn upset that percussion section has so many probs, and its mainly in mallets some more lah!
ys was sad over that too. but yeah.
weiting's damn cute lah, she's so funnaye.
"arhdnoe, arhdontlikeyou" LOL. and all that chasing around -.-
"help, 2nd floor (eh tania wht class?) (uhm, 2t1), 2t1! help (she zao xia-ed all her "help[s]") "
damn cute lah she!

okayokay. then i was entertaining everyone with my chinese at gombak, &in the train.

yeah. jasmine &i are thinking of piercing our tongues &navels on valentines day. since we're two little lonely souls with no one to love (okay i purposely made it seem emo). HAHA.

gyming tmr after school! then going to kingalbert mac to do some of our art stuff.

YEY. i know wht to do for all my babes &my section for valentines day alrdy!

(tsktsk, jasmine! rmbr uh, we the loners shall go have our piercings on our lonely vday. [emo-ing on purpose again] buhbye! gymgym tmr. loves!)
(eh nat &cia, wana join us in our loneliness on vday? ;D we're such united bestfriends /: )

OKAY BYE I GTG.

heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh.
OKAY IM RETARDED.


eh EH, i was late for school today!
HOW CANNN.
i slept at 9.15pm. and i woke up at 7.20am.
THATS SOOOO WRONG.
(gives myself weird look)


me: walao, that rebecca fucked up lah. say i scared of her. she blocked me in msn lor! she scared i find her.
jasmine: huh wht she say?
edwin: ohh.. that rebecca ah, that no balls one.
me: yeah lah! that no balls one!
edwin: then you got ah?
me: YEAH LAH I GOT!
all the guys: ALAMAK TANIA YOU GOT BALLS YOU GOT BALLS
me: YEAH I GOT DONT SAY LAH I SHY I DONT SHOW YOU ALL DONT SAY ALRDY.



chinese lesson.
HMM. ohoh was being irritating. then i kept shouting at her.
not cause i meant to be rude. SHE WAS SERIOUSLY BEING DAMN FCUKING IRRITATING,
I FELT LYK STABBING HER. REALLY. REALLLYYYYY.


went to watch BBALL MATCH AFTER SCHOOL!
omgomg. sexaaaaye. okay nvm i talk about that later.
after school ran to school library to use the com to do some quote shit thing that we've to hand in to tan annie. then while doing work got these few sec ones beside me DAMN ANNOYING I TELL YOU.

me: eh eh, hello. can i change computer with you guys. i need to sit beside her, we have to do some 'project' thing together.
boys: ohh.. okay! (with their fcuking annoying innocent look and voice -.- )
me: okay thanks.

(silence, as im doing my stuff)

boys: jie jie, wht are you doing?
me: work lah.
boys: wht work?
me: WORK LAH!
boys: wahhh why you doing?
me: (drawing) WORK. WORK. DRAWINGGGGG.

(sherman comes in &sits on the table behind jas &i )

me: (beats sherman's not-sexaye-legs) EH YOU GAY AH.
boys: who is he?
me: a guy lah.
sherman: hello, you want to be gay?
boys: eee, why he so weird one..
me: HAHA IGNORE HIM, HE'S DAMN GAY

(forgot wht the conversation was about alrdy)

boys: wah you drawing a guy
me: yes i am
boys: ee why your voice lyk boy
me: cause i just had a sore throat. not like you all, voice still so gay, havent break
boys: you wht class?
me: 4n3. ..YOU?
boys: 1n2. ..you sc 4 ah!?
me: YES.
boys: dont look like.. you like sec 1.
me: OMG LOOK AT YOURSELVES PLEASE!

(boys got nothing to say)


--
SO ANNOYING RIGHT THIS KINDA KIDS. OMG LAH.
I LOVE KIDS, I CAN BE SO PIDOPHILE-ISH AT TIMES.
BUT NOT WITH KIDS LIKE THIS. I FELT LYK STRANGLING THEM
AND THROWING THEM BACK TO THEIR PRIMARY SCHOOLS!
lol okay nvm, i shall be gracious. ahahah

eh eh okay so then. we ran around school lyk some busy freak ass people.
after we were done with our stuff, we ran outta school &tried to hail a cab.
then jas&i were craving for beebee! so we ran to the mamashop opposite school to buy.
then nat bought her gorengpisang.
we managed to get a cab then.

then we flew to clementi dnoe wht dneo wht place uh.
then watched the match.
OH YEAH THE SEXAYE PART.

usually i get totally grossed out when guys sweat.
BUT BUT BUT.
OMGOMG
DAMEN SWEAT UNTIL HIS muscular ARMS SHINY SHINY.
THEN SOME MORE HE SO TAN. THEN OMGOMG DAMN SEXAYEEE LAH!
then jasmine was lyk "omg tania! -.- "
then then then he happened to stand somewhere near us.
then i was lyk. OMG SEXAYE, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME SOME MORE!
ahahha!
and then he stood even nearer to me later on.
lyk RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
THEN I WAS LYK "OMG SO SEXAAAAYE"
jasmine: eh you high ah. or horny. or both?
me: NO!? its just that its so hawt! ..eh i not so easily high &horny one leh. my standards damn high one.

eehhhhh did alot if crap outside the stadium thingypoo after that.

then left &went to eat chocolate ice kachang with jas nat and drey at jec.
went home after that lah. so yeah.

I NEED TO GO.
I HOPE I HEAR MY ALARM TOMORROW.
I CANNOT BE LATE ALRDY.
IF NOT IL HAVE TO DO DC.

GOODBYE LOVES!





promiscuous boy.